Well, "wasted" is a bit dramatic but I couldn't resist the song lyrics! Ever have on of those days? Nothing seems to click or fall in place? Man, did I have it today!
First, I couldn't meditate - in fact, it was the opposite of meditation. I aggravated myself. I thought about irritating things. I kept trying to center but no good came of it. Sheesh! Then, I couldn't find my keys and since Lynn was going to be gone tonight, it was pretty critical that I be able to get into the house without assistance. Never found 'em. Used the spare key. My new co-worker was texting or talking on his cell phone all day and listening to mp3s. Not a good sign. There is water in my basement from running the washer. Something is not right there. Got locked out of my online banking service and tried to reach the call service when I got home - as they are the only ones that can help you restore functionality - only to learn that they now close at 5pm. Okay so I've got to get this fixed while I'm at work? Really?
By this time, I've lost interest and inspiration, unfortunately.
I did go to the hardware store to get food for the birds.
And, Ming, our new old cat suddenly decided he likes me. He has insured that I will not escape this relationship (however short it may be, ultimately) unscathed. Rats! I thought I might. Our other 4 cats (yes, we will no longer be known as the "female couple" on our block, from now on we are officially the "Cat Women") are in various stages of freak-out over the presence of Ming. Felix just wants to eat his food. Everybody wants to use his litterbox. One of our cats is fascinated by his fancy water dispenser but too chicken to get to close to it.
Finally, tonight he decided he had had enough of all this. Instead of watching from a perch on the bed, he stretched and yawned and hopped down to confront the other cats. they spread like wildfire. He licked his lips, yawned again, ate a bit more and curled up in his favorite spot and closed his eyes. I hope he is happy here. He's old and quiet and not very active but he seems to really enjoy some love and attention.
So it wasn't a total bust...
Tomorrow is a fresh start - or in Scarlett O'Hara's own words, "Afterall, tomorrow is another day...!"
Emily Echols: Baking by Sense and Memory
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